I e-mailed him a few hours ago and told him that I won'tbe contacting him again anymore. Believe me, I cut all communications with him now.
Wala na... tapos na...
Landline, mobile phone, yahoo ID and even disregarding his physical presence... I'd do that and more to give him the space that he wants.
You see, his silence told me all that and don't tell me that I am assuming because if he truly feels the opp then he should have had replied to me and contradicted everything I say.
In a way, I am happy because he didn't want to hurt me that's why he couldn't or wouldn't say a thing. He's such a sweet guy.
And now... I must live a life outside Sloane... outside of everything that I've come to love and hate about him.
Goodbye... at least in contacting him
and Hello in getting over him...

quoting some lines from the song 'i can't make you love me' by bonnie rait...

'i close my eyes and then i won't see
the love you don't feel
when you're holding me
morning will come
and i'll do what's right
just give me till then
to give up this fight
and I will give up this fight

cause i can't make you love me
if you don't
you can't make your heart feel
something it won't
here in the darkness
in these final hours
i will lay down my heart
and I'd feel the power
but you won't
no you won't'

sad things turned out to be this way. there's no remedy to undo all the things said and done.

i can only cry myself to sleep each night.